i apologize to my friends that i have not spoken to recently. to those with whom i have not shared a moment of my thoughts. i have become much more connected to the things in my immediate surroundings. when you are away, you are not on my mind, for the most part at least. i will always keep my best wishes with those that i befriend.

this centeredness captivates me. without focusing on the here and now, i am doing no good. i try exude compassion where i can, but i cannot as readily with those away.

i am disheartened over friendships fouled or forgotten; their melancholy glow reaves at my soul. i wish you well on your journey, i hope your bliss will lead you home.